Wide Eye Wonder

It's been a long time since I last updated by blog, let's just say I just went on a hiatus. So many things have happened since I last updated it. For starters, I have a new job. It's not a glamorous one nor does it pay as much as my previous job but I'm really happy and excited with the prospects of this new one. I'm an HR Associate for Training and OD at Primer Group of Companies. We are the official distributor of Samsonite Luggages, Jansport, The North Face, Kickers, LA Gear and other premium goods. You might not have heard of the company but our brands are pretty popular not only here in the Philippines but elsewhere. The first few months are a bit unnerving but the prospects are really exciting and I can feel that I can contribute so much to the company, I feel I really belong here. The office is located at Binondo and I'm happy with the location although come July will be moving to our own building in Malate. I know you're asking, how come I didn't choose a work near our place, since I already reside in Makati. Well, I feel that when I'm in Manila the possibility of me studying is much bigger than when I'm working elsewhere. The vibe is different when I'm in Manila. I feel it's real and this is the Philippines that I want to see or know not the superficiality of Makati or any city pretending to be successful when in fact, it is full of problems. It's also near UST and it bring a lot of memories. It's quite a challenge but I think I can face it. I'm still learning.

I had a very interesting Lenten Season. As I have already mentioned, I joined a choir and we were assigned to sing during the Washing of Feet Rites at Las Piñas and on our own Parish we sung during the Easter Vigil Mass together with another choir. It was quite a challenge since there were a lot of songs to be studied and let me tell you they are not simple. It was the first time in all of my 20 years of being a Catholic to actually see the rituals performed. And seeing it reinforced my faith in the Catholic Church, the symbols and rituals makes Catholicism special. It makes us different from other religions. The rich symbols and rituals remind us of how God deeply loves His people and fulfills His promises. It has been passsed down from generation to generation and everytime we are reminded how God provided us with everything and more and I doubt He'll ever stop giving us what we need. We just need to trust Him and believe in His power. I also joined a Christian Life Program at our Parish organized by the Singles for Christ. No, I didn't join the program in hopes of finding a boyfriend, far from it. I joined the program to develop a deeply personal relationship with the Lord, if indeed I meet someone, that's just a plus. Boys and boyfriends are new matter, altogether.

I was observing this kid one time and I saw his big eyes full of wonder upon seeing the city. We were both in a jeepney and it seems that it was his first time to see it. I hope that's the way with us adults that we face new experiences with big eyes of wonderment and we would always be kids at heart always curious and never afraid to ask. Growing up is a very difficult business, it's lonely and complicated. You miss people, you want to do things but you are always disappointed and frustrated. Your emotions are a wreck! Everything is confusing but with the love of God you'll get by and you'll get through. Honestly, I'm still adjusting with everything going on in my life. Hoping that everything will turn out fine.

Maria Francia Posted At 7:55:00 PM

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