Word Vomit
i got the title from Lindsay Lohan's movie Mean Girls which i was able to see during the holiday break.
i'm so scared.
sobra, hindi ako umatend ng classes ko today kasi ayokong harapin ang mga problema ko sa school. sana magkasakit na lang ako para may excuse akong wag silang harapin lahat, kung pwede April na kukunin ko na lang yung diploma an just get it over and done with. nakikiayon pa ata ang katawan ko sa mga problema ko dahil merong mali sa left eye ko, lagi akong feeling nasusuka, ang sakit ng tiyan ko, laging masakit ang ulo ko parang gel sila sa loob, ang dali kong magutom, constant twitching of the eye, ang sakit ng muscles ko braso, sa likod, feeling ko parati akong inaantok, super sluggish. hindi ko alam kung sintomas to ng anong sakit, or baka talagang stressed out hindi ko alam kung paano to sosulusyunan, sana merong isang gamot na pwedeng inumin para matapos na tong lahat.
ayoko na promise! bakit ganito kahirap? bakit ganito? ayoko na talaga! napaka walang bright spot pa ng buhay ko. bwisit talaga. sa lahat ng bagay parang lagi akong nakakakita ng bagay to complain about. ayoko na lord. please take me out of this misery. please! i'll do anything just relieve me of my pain, please Lord!
yung pakiramdam na hindi naman ako makaiyak kasi hindi pwede?! pag umiyak pa ako makakadagdag p a sa problema ko?
sana malapit na ang brighter days para sa akin, i missed the sun shining in my life.
Maria Francia
Posted At 1:01:00 PM
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name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 