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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

recently

this is my last week at work, i decided to quit already because society work is already piling up. we want everything to be in place before the school year starts, so that the worthless hassles can be avoided and of course we have our studies to think of.

i can feel that people are worried about my studies and commitment to the society, if its any consolation i myself, am worried. i may not give my one hundred percent to my studies or the society but i know in my heart that with God's help and His infinite wisdom He will guide me and hold my hand as i traverse this road.

i have been reading a book entitled Winning the War Within, its a book about overcoming temptations and inner struggles. i like it so far, it gives me the oppurtunity to reflect and see myslef in a different view, as a human being vulnerable to sins and temptations. i want to change my ways. i want to be a person who reflects God's image and likeness in my daily activities. i want people to see God in me. i know it's difficult, i find myself regretting every action or word that i utter and cursing myself for it but somewhere within i find peace that in each struggle i know He's with me, me His humble creation, me His eternal servant.

summer has been great. i didn't go nor will i ever go to any beach for anytime soon but i am okay with that because in exchange i have had chances to get to know myself better and read books and newspaper, of course my self-confessed addiction. i am preparing myself for the incoming school year, i am anticipating problems that my come and i am mentally preparing myself for the challenges this new role can bring. sometimes, i find it hard to sleep just thinking about it...

relax.

everything gonna be alright....

Maria Francia Posted At 12:48:00 PM

 



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