Mag Survey Tayo!

In efforts to veer away from depressing ang lonely thoughts I've decided to answer this survey! Don'y worry people I'm fine, doing well and happy. Thanks.

NINE LASTS:

9. last place you were: last night after going to the Church I went to Mel and Pong's apartment.
8. last cigarette: last night
7. last beverage: C2 Green Tea
6. last movie seen: sa movie house, X3: The Last Stand; sa cable, Untouchables; sa UHF, Shallow Hal (Studio 23)
5. last call: Mike Nilo and Shine
4. last CD played: compilation ng mga MP3 from Bands
3. last bubble bath: wala
2. last time you cried: last saturday while watching shallow HIal (parang comedy ata yun)
1. last alcoholic drink: san mig light tsaka red horse


EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:

8. have you ever dated someone twice: oo naman more than twice, friends from work. every Friday ata
7. have you ever been cheated on: i guess. when playing games. hahahaha (ang wholesome)
6. have you ever cheated on someone: nope.
5. have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: nope.
4. have you ever fallen in love: YES, still reeling from it.
3. have you ever lost someone: Yes
2. have you ever been depressed: naman!
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: YES! don't want that to happen again but I am happy that I had that kind of experience, just for the heck of it.

SEVEN PLACES YOU'VE RECENTLY BEEN TO:

St. Joseph the Worker Parish
Mel and Pong's Apartament
Mugen (MetroWalk)
IBM Training and Ops Floor(EDSA Central)
Sonata (Malate)
Baga Berde (Roxas Boulevard)
Hap Chang (Ermita)

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:

updated my blog
cleaned our room
prepared my things for work
listened to Mojofly's CLose to the End
took some pictures
sang to Sugarfree songs
uploaded picturs from my phone to PC thanks to my friend's USB cable.

FIVE PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:

faith
odyssa
melinda
ays
june

FOUR PLACES YOU WANNA GO TO:

warsaw, poland
austria
belgium
malaysia

THREE FAVORITE COLORS

green
blue
pink

TWO THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE

finish Moby Dick and other great literature
work for the United Nations

ONE THING THAT'S ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW

masakit pala sa ulo ang graveyard, pero hopefully masasanay din at nakakapagod magsalita ng 8 hours.

thanks to July for this survey!

Maria Francia Posted At 5:56:00 PM

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Blame it on the Weather

I really just want to cry. Why does it feel that even though you're surrounded by so many people you still feel so alone. You may have known so many people in your life but in the end you'll face problems and situations on your own. This is not a matter of life and death but now that I have a lot of time to think of other things I feel so sad that I keep on asking questions with no apparent answer.

I keep asking myself, why is it that nobody seems to care for me or really see me? Is it because I am not pretty? or not sexy? It makes me feel really bad about it, so many people might be telling you other things like you're nice and pretty and all but all of this doesn't mean a thing because nobody seems to notice the way you want them to notice you. It's sad.

I am not the type of person who talks about love and things like that but right now I feel that I am left out with this topic. I feel really sad and so alone.

I hope things would improve and I hope this is just because of the weather or part of being a girl, mood swings and things like that.

I'm so tired of being alone.

Maria Francia Posted At 1:31:00 PM

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Melting Pot

My life this past few months has been a blurry of events that sometimes I can't seem to tell if it is really me. I can't say that I'm very happy but I am contented and comfortable with what's happening. I get to meet a lot of people some which I have no idea that we have a connection of some sort and that they'll know the same person that I know. Some of them has a huge impact on what I do and how I perceive myself. I am happy to be surrounded by different people, most of them have different backgrounds that make up a very interesting personality. I see a world that I have never seen before and talk to people that I never dreamt of having conversations with.

That's the advantage in a call center, other than being able to practice your English communication skills, it is primarily a lesson in interpersonal relationships. How you deal with other people and how you treat other people.

It's a whole new world.

Last Friday was payday, my friends from work decided to hit the KTV so we can practice our vocals. I had a blast singing and dancing as if I have known this people my entire life. I never felt any hestitation to sing or bust a move. It felt natural and fun whereas when I was with my friends back in college it would really take an effort to make me sing or whatnot. We had a couple of drinks but we need to leave the KTV at 7PM so we decided to return to Shaw (where our office is located) and join our other colleagues to continue the drinking session. We just talked and laughed until it was time to get home. I was so happy and comfortable with them (okay, I'm using those words enough already!) and I feel that I belong in this world (for now) I'm happy I get to know this people and I'm happy I will be working with them once we get on the floor.

Plus, I'm might be liking someone at work.

I have amazing "barkada" at work.

So many things to look forward too.

Here's a picture of the "barkada" I have at work.



While playing the 4K worth game, Cranium. From left, Grace, Belle, Ria, Me (as usual without my eyes opened), Shine and Mel.


The six of us with trainer Mike, such a nice guy!



Mike is the one sitting down (isn't it obvious?)

I'm happy and I'm just thinking of here and now, such a nice change!

Maria Francia Posted At 5:14:00 PM

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