Dante's Inferno

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	High
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante's" Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Maria Francia Posted At 6:47:00 PM

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its a leap of faith

"Leap Of Faith"

Michelle Branch

One less call to answer,

feeling full of despair,

don't think I can get through it,

just one last prayer.

*And it's a leap of faith,

when you believe there's someone out there,

it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,

oh,and when I call out to you,

will you be right there,

right there.

Searching for the answer,

nobody seems to care,

Oh how I wish that you were here,

beside me, to wipe away my tears.

*And it's a leap of faith,

when you believe there's someone out there,

it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,

oh,and when I call out to you,

will you be right there, right there.

Waiting for the answer,

remembering times we would share,

somehow I feel you here beside me,

even though your not there.

*And it's a leap of faith,

when you believe there's someone out there,

it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,

oh,and when I call out to you,

will you be right there-

[Bridge:]

Right there---And I'll be waiting by the window for your smile to come through,

and I'll be waiting in the darkness when I call out to you,

and I'll remember when you told me,

I could trust in you-

*And it's a leap of faith,

when you believe there's someone out there,

it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares,

oh,and when I call out to you,

will you be right there-

It's a leap of faith,

and I believe that you are out there,

it's a leap of faith and I believe you truly care,

oh,and when I call out to you,

I know you'll be right there,

right there,

and it's a leap of faith

Maria Francia Posted At 3:35:00 PM

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?!?!

confused, bewildered, lonely, desperate, frustrated, in love, in lost, anxious, afraid, uncertain...

you know the usual teen-age stuff.

but the funny thing is, im no longer a teenager, or am i?

i just need you, where the hell are YOU????

Maria Francia Posted At 3:21:00 PM

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influences

well, for starters school was great, for those of you who wanted to ask.

today we found out what our scores meant, scores in our personality tests. the most notable result was that i had a lot of masculine features in me, well not physically that is. it means i am tough, doesn't easily get disgusted by disgusting things and i like a lot of boys stuff which is not bad and that i don't deny. i like a lot of guy-thing/s because i find it fun and cool. (so go ahead and shoot me!) i will not in any way justify it but rather i'll try to rationalize it and see why that came about. for one, in my life i have seen women portray male roles and be good at it so i see that its normal and its good. i have seen a lot of women do better jobs than men so i felt that being strong and determined is not only a male thing but can be done by women as well... for example in the two people power that this country witnessed its always the women who save this county. its a sign that women will be the saving grace of humanity. my theory is that being exposed in this kind of phenomena gave me the reason to like guy things and not be ashamed of it, this women made me strong, empowered and made it okay to take charge. and i think the bigger reason for my propensity for male things is that these are my only connection to the most important males in my life. that being my brother, father and friends. we are not always together but when i watch basketball and wrestling and these kind of things, it makes me feel that they exist and that they are with me although not all the time. i don't need to justify it and it doesn't gave me any doubt of my sexuality but instead i see that a lot of things influence us and our growth, its either good or bad, but whatever it is, it makes us who we are we just have to know how it will be for our greater good.

another thing on influences, well i have been thinking a lot (i have a high T for Thoughfulness in my GZTS results) about the things i want to accomplish this semester. in suamary i want to do more and be more but i am afraid of what people might think on my way to achieving these goals. i am afraid of their behind-my-back talks, i don't want them to think that i am all-that and i want the attention, like in class, i know i can do something but i am afraid to raise my hand and volunteer because i don't want them to think that i am such a kiss up. sometimes i really really want to recite consecutively but i'm afraid that my classmates would think i hug the spotlight too much. their thoughts influence me so much, its scary really. i guess this is my curse, because i have a high T (its in 95%ile) i think too much of what they might say to me and i'm scared out of my wits.

sometimes i fell that maybe we should be islands so that we don't have to interfere and intervene in each other's lives, well like that's possible. i just hope i know how to lessen this influences so that i can have fun in my life. (fun being doing the things you like although people might think its stupid and pathetic)

Maria Francia Posted At 10:56:00 PM

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soul searching

Your Archetype:

The Map

The Map personality is often deeply and intimately involved in the world. This world however is usually inside his/her own mind. Thoughtful to the extreme, this type is often obsessed with perfection and the rules governing their own personal interests.

They are generally good-natured people, and are often in areas not important to them very easy-going. Step across the line in regard to something the Map deems important however and you will recognize the wrath of the true believer. Principles to the Map are generally black and white. Their understanding of these principles however are always in question. Because the Map personality believes strongly in justice, it will often question its own perceptions, in fear that a mistake could have disastrous consequences. This prevents the Map personality from becoming too dictatorial or didactic.

Mood Analysis

You are constantly trying to make a favorable impression and endeavoring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavors are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavoring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.

You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

You are feeling extremely nervous and frustrated. At this moment you are impatient, erratic and irritable. It could be that you are not feeling that well at this time - possibly suffering from hypertension. You feel that the situation is threatening and dangerous. You are resentful that what you have striven so hard for is being menaced and you are at your wits end because you feel powerless to prevent it. You are fearful that everything can collapse on you like a pack of cards and that you could lose everything. You are unable to view the situation objectively. You are attempting to remove or minimise this threat but you are overextended to the point of nervous prostration.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.


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Maria Francia Posted At 1:51:00 PM

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negative vibes

what do you do when you become cynic and you can't seem to find the meaning in things that you see?
what do you do the emotions you feel are so temporal and very shallow?
what do you do when you start to question the wisdom behind everything that is happening to you?
what do you do when become pessimistic?
what do you do when you can't grasp the meaning and worth of something although you know the meaning and worth of this thing?
how can someone seem intelligent but inside can be stupid and clueless as hell?
am i allowed to be fatigued by life even though i'm just 19?
have i really lived at all?
what do you when you're happy singing and dancing but inside you're lonely?
is this a phase i'm just going through or is this growing up?
or do i just lack sleep?
whatever it is, its sucks big time.

don't worry i'm not suicidal.

suffocate: vb; to smother, to choke, stifle.

two weeks in school and i already feel suffocated. i can feel the tension, the competition and the intensy. it is so dense its difficult to breathe. its like everybody is on the prowl waiting for somebody to fall so that they can devour on the remains. pretty graphic isn't it? but thats exactly how i feel, the rush of events and things that needs to be done jolted people in a very dangerous degree, its difficult to tell who's who, i don't know if this is the surge of ningas cogon or everybody is trying to be on their competitive edge. their desires to take over one another is like a jagged knife they are scratching and clawing one another, of course to our detriment. why is everbody on the rush to be on top, its always the journey not the destination and how can we enjoy the journey when we don't even appreciate its existence. its very lonely and suffocating i dont want to go to school, the only bright side is that the subjects are mighty interesting but its difficult to concentrate when the "error variance" is so great. i hate it! i hope school becomes fun again and the people can go back to the way they were before, nice.

Maria Francia Posted At 1:31:00 PM

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Name Analysis

in keeping the tradition of name analysis, this is my contribution.

Description of Your First Name of: Francia

Although the name Francia creates the urge to understand others, we stress that it limits self-expression and self-confidence causing moods. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, heart, lungs and bronchial area.

Your name of Francia contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding.

bakit parang ang negative naman?

as for the schedule, i'm still cussing and cursing about it especially the saturday schedule which is an awful sacrifice. i can still feel my head throbbing for waking up early so i can attend a 9 am class. and i can't believe i almost got home last night at 10 pm. im so scared of the streets at night. the only consolation is our teachers are amazing except for a few, *wink* and the subjects are just as interesting. i hope evrything works ou well and what the heck i guess i'll have to compromise with the schedule what do you know maybe i'll get accustomed to it. thats a thought!

Maria Francia Posted At 7:18:00 AM

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walking the halls of ab 

Maria Francia Posted At 12:16:00 PM

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june, odyssa and francia 

Maria Francia Posted At 12:15:00 PM

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smile everyone! 

Maria Francia Posted At 12:12:00 PM

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school - ing

its official, im in my junior year second semester and i hate my schedule. i thought it was going to be cool but now that i have pondered about it, i hate it. im going home late and my day starts preposterously late. i'm not an evening person, i want my day to start early so that i can retire early and have the evening to myself and read and watch t.v. but now that my classes (mostly) ends at 9 i don't have time to watch the most important shows. dang! anyways that's life on the bright side i may be learning more inside the classroom. (that's wishful thinking!)

i have been thinking about this a lot lately and i don't know why i'm more happy at home rather than when i'm at school, emotionally that is. i seem more contented and happy when i'm with my family, i think the school and its environment evokes so much feelings from me. i find myself confused and at times at a lost. the amount of people to deal and get along with, is rather crazy for me, whereas at home all i have to deal with is my mother and brother. you have to get along with everybody so that you can have a relative peace which is impossible because there are people you can't stand even just by being around them. maybe that's the reality of life you have to try to get along with myriad of people so that you can get what you which is rather selfish but that's how people survive by thinking about themselves but in the end their lives are half-lived because they haven't really explored the possibilities of existence. (i have to stop myself because i'm blabbering!) the point is i guess the vacation sheltered me from the harms and perils of reality but now that i have to face school, i have leave my vanguard and i'm scared and anxious and i don't know what to expect and think of. because times are so uncertain and i can't believe how things can change in a snap but if i'm going to be afraid all the time what will happen to my life? i just have to think that whatever life and circumstances give me i'm built for the kill and i'm built to last.

schooling, who said you can't get educated in school.

Maria Francia Posted At 10:56:00 PM

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frenzied thoughts

i'm really sorry about the luckluster post i have the other day, i can't seem to find anything to rant or rave about.

school is about to start in a few days and frankly i am excited i just hope thet teachers won't splash cold water on my hopes of having a good semester by being bitches and professional a** holes. i feel that i am going to enjoy the subjects that i'll be taking and the difficulty and peculiarity of the schedule makes it more interesting and challenging.

when classes starts on friday it will officially mark the second semester of my third year meaning we will be graduating in less than year. the idea itself sounds surreal to me. in less than a year a will be faced with the decision what to make of our lives, to pursue further studies (read: law), join the workforce or both. i have been eluding the question for quite some time now but time presses me to make a decision so that i can prepare, i am 85 percent sure that i wanted to pursue law but the circumstances might be difficult (specially financially), without my parent's money i am afraid i won't make it, is my desire to pursue law strong enough for me to surpass this difficult challenges? do i want it badly for me to climb mountains? do i have what it takes to go on?

all of these questions hound me because they are important if i will pursue this goal, what makes it more difficult is that the future is near we are not talking about something that will happen in ten years, its not the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" kind of question, its that "what do you want to be now?" kind of question and i am afraid i am not yet ready to make a decision.

all i know whatever the decision may be, i have to be prepared and confident about it. i dont want to dip in something i am not so crazy about and the subjects in class that i will taking will in part decide these questions for me.

when i am faced with these kinds of predicament, i always ask God what He wants from me and what are his plans because it is always through Him that i can make the wisest of decision, i hope in this life riveting decision He will guide me throughout. please pray for me.

Maria Francia Posted At 5:54:00 PM

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be inspired

"Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true."

- Leon J. Suenes

'Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think."

- La Bruyere

'The boundaries which divide life from deathare at best shadowy and vague.Who shall say where one ends,and the other begins?"

- Edgar Alan Poe

"Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire."

- Wiliam Butler Yeats

"Whatever is good to know is difficult to learn."

- Greek Proverb

"Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow ripening fruit"

- Aristotle

"Friendship makes prosperity more brilliant, and lightens adversity by dividing and sharing it"

- Cicero

Maria Francia Posted At 4:17:00 PM

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