And I Miss You
I am never a big fan of emo rock or whatever the pop pinoy bands call it these days. I like one, maybe two songs of say, spongecola or some of those kind of bands but I am never a big fan of theirs but this particualr song of Callalily finds resonance in me, for some odd reason. Especially these lines:
If only you could hear me shout your name
If only you could feel my love again
The stars in the sky will never be the same
If only you were here
A picture of you reminds me
How the days have gone so empty
And why do you have to leave me
Without saying that you love me
Maybe because I am really missing someone and I hope that he can hear me shout his name, of course, figuratively. It has come to a point that I find it so pathetic because it has been ages since we last talked and it wasn't a good conversation at all. I just want to find out how he's doing. If he's still having those weird sickness of his that would make me worry and tell him all kinds of remedy I know. How his organization is doing under his leadership or maybe the party is already putting pressure on him because they are nearing the election phase. I just wanted to ask him so many questions but it seems that I'll never know the answers. I miss him a lot that sometimes the world would just stop and I'll remember him and suddenly I'll feel sad and sometimes I'd cry. I don't know how I came to this point or how it all happened. I'm racking my mind for answers but it just doesn't give me any logic or rationale to it. I can't believe I did all those things I did for him or felt whatever it is that I feel for him. I just want to take care of him but I guess he doesn't need it. Oh well.
Dear Lord, thank you for the wonderful people in my life, those who stayed, those who left and those who will be coming. Thank you for allowing me to feel this way. It feels so human. Please take good care of him and let him know that I'm always praying for him. Amen.
Maria Francia
Posted At 6:40:00 PM
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name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 