Blame it on the Weather
I really just want to cry. Why does it feel that even though you're surrounded by so many people you still feel so alone. You may have known so many people in your life but in the end you'll face problems and situations on your own. This is not a matter of life and death but now that I have a lot of time to think of other things I feel so sad that I keep on asking questions with no apparent answer.
I keep asking myself, why is it that nobody seems to care for me or really see me? Is it because I am not pretty? or not sexy? It makes me feel really bad about it, so many people might be telling you other things like you're nice and pretty and all but all of this doesn't mean a thing because nobody seems to notice the way you want them to notice you. It's sad.
I am not the type of person who talks about love and things like that but right now I feel that I am left out with this topic. I feel really sad and so alone.
I hope things would improve and I hope this is just because of the weather or part of being a girl, mood swings and things like that.
I'm so tired of being alone.
Maria Francia
Posted At 1:31:00 PM
Whole
name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 
