one time showing...the conclusion
somehow with that dream, it had me thinking, thinking a lot. everything seems to remind me that i don't have someone special in my life. no one to remind me to eat my lunch or my dinner, someone to greet me good morning everytime the dawn breaks or hold my hand when i feel scared and vulnerable. last wednesday, 2bU had an entire issue on love, how people met and how they became couples. i read each and every article hoping it could inspire me to my one great love.
i have always thought that for me its just going to be one, i will only have one, one great love. that person will sweep off my feet, he will make me feel special and he will make me feel important. i do not expect him to be riding a horse donning an armor suit or clad in basketball jersey, but of course i relish the thought. he should not be intimidated by me, he should be in control of his life, he should be more responsible than i am, he should be dependable. intelligence is a factor, he should be able to keep with me. he should be opinionated and principled, he should love his family, specially his mother, to the point that he loves his mother more than me, because i believe that how he treats his mom is a semblance of how he will treat his future wife.
i know my standards are high, thats why i'm going to wait...i'm going to wait for my great love to be all that i expect him to be. i know God is still preparing him for me, with such standards he needs all the preparation he can get.
in the meantime, i will prepare myself so that i will be deserving of my one great love. i will enjoy my singleness by being everything God intended me to be, i will explore the world and see what i can get from it, then i'll come home to the arms of my one great love.
the feeling of that arms cradling you is bliss, its heaven but i think i can wait, i mean it will be worth the wait, when i'm prepared, when his prepared. right now, i'm just happy being me, happy that the world is the arms ready to embrace me.
i once told a friend that if i ever get to hold the hand of my one great love i will never not let it go. i will still do that when the time is right finally.
Maria Francia
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name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 
