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Thursday, May 12, 2005

insecurities

tama ba tong pinasok ko?

sana joke lang to!

pero nandito na ko, wala na akong magagawa....

ngayon pa lang kasi nag-sisink in yung bigat ng gagawin ko, nung tumakbo kasi ako hindi ko pa masaydong iniisip yun, dahil sa sobrang contention and resistance sa pagtakbo kaya ako tumakbo, hindi ko naman iniisip na i'm the better person for th job, it was more of dahil ayaw niyo kong patakbuhin mas lalo akong tatakbo. e nanalo ako, what now?

i guess, sympre gawin lahat in my capacity to steer the society forward. alam ko naman kaya ko kung kakayanan lang naman ang tanong hanggang kailan?

plus the fact that the future looms near. ano na ang gagawin ko? after college we have to make oppurtunities for ourselves. wala ng parents to finance our tuition fees, everything will be up to us, am i reaady for that?

i'm really insecured and scared but at the same time excited and anticipating.

oh well. i'll just do whatever it is to be done, kung sila nga nagawa nila ako pa? eh si francia ako..

living in false bravado, hayaan niyo na!

Maria Francia Posted At 6:51:00 PM

 



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