school - ing
its official, im in my junior year second semester and i hate my schedule. i thought it was going to be cool but now that i have pondered about it, i hate it. im going home late and my day starts preposterously late. i'm not an evening person, i want my day to start early so that i can retire early and have the evening to myself and read and watch t.v. but now that my classes (mostly) ends at 9 i don't have time to watch the most important shows. dang! anyways that's life on the bright side i may be learning more inside the classroom. (that's wishful thinking!)
i have been thinking about this a lot lately and i don't know why i'm more happy at home rather than when i'm at school, emotionally that is. i seem more contented and happy when i'm with my family, i think the school and its environment evokes so much feelings from me. i find myself confused and at times at a lost. the amount of people to deal and get along with, is rather crazy for me, whereas at home all i have to deal with is my mother and brother. you have to get along with everybody so that you can have a relative peace which is impossible because there are people you can't stand even just by being around them. maybe that's the reality of life you have to try to get along with myriad of people so that you can get what you which is rather selfish but that's how people survive by thinking about themselves but in the end their lives are half-lived because they haven't really explored the possibilities of existence. (i have to stop myself because i'm blabbering!) the point is i guess the vacation sheltered me from the harms and perils of reality but now that i have to face school, i have leave my vanguard and i'm scared and anxious and i don't know what to expect and think of. because times are so uncertain and i can't believe how things can change in a snap but if i'm going to be afraid all the time what will happen to my life? i just have to think that whatever life and circumstances give me i'm built for the kill and i'm built to last.
schooling, who said you can't get educated in school.
Maria Francia
Posted At 10:56:00 PM
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name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 
