frenzied thoughts
i'm really sorry about the luckluster post i have the other day, i can't seem to find anything to rant or rave about.
school is about to start in a few days and frankly i am excited i just hope thet teachers won't splash cold water on my hopes of having a good semester by being bitches and professional a** holes. i feel that i am going to enjoy the subjects that i'll be taking and the difficulty and peculiarity of the schedule makes it more interesting and challenging.
when classes starts on friday it will officially mark the second semester of my third year meaning we will be graduating in less than year. the idea itself sounds surreal to me. in less than a year a will be faced with the decision what to make of our lives, to pursue further studies (read: law), join the workforce or both. i have been eluding the question for quite some time now but time presses me to make a decision so that i can prepare, i am 85 percent sure that i wanted to pursue law but the circumstances might be difficult (specially financially), without my parent's money i am afraid i won't make it, is my desire to pursue law strong enough for me to surpass this difficult challenges? do i want it badly for me to climb mountains? do i have what it takes to go on?
all of these questions hound me because they are important if i will pursue this goal, what makes it more difficult is that the future is near we are not talking about something that will happen in ten years, its not the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" kind of question, its that "what do you want to be now?" kind of question and i am afraid i am not yet ready to make a decision.
all i know whatever the decision may be, i have to be prepared and confident about it. i dont want to dip in something i am not so crazy about and the subjects in class that i will taking will in part decide these questions for me.
when i am faced with these kinds of predicament, i always ask God what He wants from me and what are his plans because it is always through Him that i can make the wisest of decision, i hope in this life riveting decision He will guide me throughout. please pray for me.
Maria Francia
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name is Ma. Francia Camacho Rosero.
Libran (go figure where her birth date falls) in the year 1985. Sees
herself as a leader,
she never avoid situations
where she can learn and improve. She
has a knack for reading and really likes her skin color
(hence, the inspiration for the picture) because it
makes her truly Filipino. She loves to sing while doing the dishes and dance
while cleaning. She loves to watch movies and laugh with Vic and Jose. She digs
Disney movies and still loves Lindsay Lohan although she metamorphosed to
something undistinguishable. She has great and big dreams
both for herself and family but find those dreams really selfish, since she
hasn't figured out yet what she can for her country. She would love to work for
humanity. But for the mean time she's just working on familiarizing herself with
every word in the dictionary. A destructive perfectionist, she loves to ask how
things work and likes to know why things works this way and not that way. She is
fascinated by the Arab Culture, Mafia and organized crimes and she really likes
History. She loves watching the news and listening to speeches. She likes
watching sports although she doesn't really know how to play them and one habit
she has been trying to overcome is stalking actors and actresses. She is a frustrated athlete.
And she's serious about her spirituality. 
